My page was too white
My ink was too thin
The day wouldn’t write
What the night pencilled in...
(from "The Book of Longing")


Index of Titles / drawings, first lines

Many of the poems and drawings were published at The Blackening Pages of The Leonard Cohen Files, and in various magazines (Intensity, Newsletter of Mount Baldy Zen Center, The Globe and Mail, The Toronto Star, 15 dana, Walrus, Oris), and sites (The Mount Baldy Zen Center, The Zen Centre of Vancouver). Click on the underlined poems and drawings to read them online on the sites of their respective publishers. Poems which were used as the lyrics for Ten New Songs, Dear Heather, and Blue Alert albums are linked to the song lyrics at www.10newsongs.com, www.dearheather.com and www.bluealertmusic.com sites. A couple of poems were published in Poems From A Room, at the pages of Hydra 2002 - The Leonard Cohen Experience. Note that drawings in the book are printed in black&white, while at The Blackening Pages you can see many of them in the original colours.


a private gaze 96
Alexandra Leaving 60
All My News 42
Alone at Last 173
angry at 11 pm 134
Another Christopher 132
Another Poet 186
Anything Which Refers 176
Argument 130

back in montreal 172
Backyard 150
Basket 51
Beach at Kamini, The 80
Because of a Few Songs 208
Best, The 141
Better 11
Better to Be Lost 220
Body of Loneliness 40
Boogie Street 64
Book of Longing, The 1 (Read early version at The Blackening Pages)
but turn me on my side... 224
Butter Dish 129
By the Rivers Dark 53

Centre, The 218
Cheater 228
Cigarette Issue, The 71
Clockwork 142
Cold, The 84
Collapse of Zen, The 19
Correct Attitude, The 157
Cross, The 123

Darkness Enters, The 182
Dear Diary 83
dear roshi... 23 (See it in full colour at The Blackening Pages)
Delay 101
Disturbed This Morning 39
Drunk Is Gender-Free, The 143 (Read it online in Telegraph from September 24, 2006 / Read the early version The Drunkard Becomes Gender-Free at The Blackening Pages)
During the Day 81
Dusko's Taverna 1967 75 (Read it at Poems From A Room pages)

Early Morning at Mt. Baldy 21
Early Questions 45
Even Now 185
Even Some of My Own 166

Faith, The 198
Faithless Wife, The 147 (Read the translation of Federico Garcia Lorca's original poem)
falling in love with you 118
First of All 122
Flood, The 229
Flow, The 194
Food Tastes Good 48
for all my art... 155
Fun 49
furthermore, you do not have... 203

Go Little Book 216
Goal, The 153
Good Germans 94
Gravity 212 (Read the early version No Middleman at The Blackening Pages)
Great Divide, The 191
Great Event, The 108 (Read it on More Best Of Leonard Cohen pages at The Leonard Cohen Files)

Half the World 226 (Read it on www.bluealertmusic.com [Released as Half the Perfect World])
Her Friend 188
Here It Is 199
His Master's Voice 3
Historic Claremont Village 38
Hospitality 217
How Could I Have Doubted 106

I Am Now Able 193
i believe that you are standing... 52
i copied time 223
i guess it's better to start a war 189
I Miss My Mother 72
i never found the girl 35 (Published as Follow Me at The Blackening Pages)
I Wrote for Love 89 (Read it online in Telegraph from September 24, 2006)
If I Could Help You 95
if you are young... 59
If You Knew 88
Inside Our Love 221
Irving and Me at the Hospital 205
It Seemed the Better Way 190

Jana Thinks of John 177
jikan who pretended to be a poet... 184
just to have been one of them... 36

Kitchen Table 211

Laughter in the Pantheon 82
Layton's Question 87
Leaving Mt. Baldy 22
Letters, The 209
Life of Errands, A 66
Limited Degree, A 65
Looking Away 165
Looking Through My Dreams 179
Lorca Lives 90
Love Itself 54
Love-Sick Monk, The 13 (Read it online in Telegraph from September 24, 2006)
Luckiest Man in the World, The 24

Magic Cure, A 85
Medicine 17
Mercy Returns Me 91
Mission 68 (Read it online in Telegraph from September 24, 2006)
Mist of Pornography, The 98
monk's head, artist's proof 27
Montreal Afternoon 102
Moon, The 46
Moving Into a Period 34
Much Later 131
My Baby Wasn't There 74
My Consort 37
my guitar... 195
My Life in Robes 2
My Mother Asleep 137 (Read it at Poems From A Room pages)
My Mother Is Not Dead 139
My Redeemer 121
My Time 178

Need the Speed 105
Never Mind 144
Never Once 162
Nightingale 146 (See a page from Book of Longing at www.bluealertmusic.com)
Not a Jew 158
Note to the Chinese Reader, A 196 (Read it at The Leonard Cohen Files)
Now In My Room 181

oh and one more thing 167
Old Automat on 23rd St., The 77
On the Path 120 (Read it online in Telegraph from September 24, 2006)
One of My Letters 5
one of those days... 116
only one thing made him happy... 210 (See it at the pages of the Oris magazine)
Opened My Eyes 156
Other Writers 15

Pardon Me 187
paris again... 78
Paris Sky, The 109
Party Was Over Then Too, The 25
pretending to dig in 227
Promise, A 202
Puerto Rican Song, A 63
Puppets 160

Reading to the Prime Minister 104
Religious Statues 69
Remote, The 97
Report to R.S.B. 204
Robert Appears Again 138
Roshi 16
Roshi at 89 4

Seisen Is Dancing 33
Separated 133
Shirley 140
sit still... 206
So Do You 180
Something from the Early Seventies 125
soon there will be no one... 214 (Published as Mysterious Imprecision at The Blackening Pages)
Sorrows of the Elderly 171
S.O.S. 1995 7 (Read early version S.O.S. from the Newsletter of the Mount Baldy Zen Center)
Split 58
Stanzas for H.M. 113
still looking at the girls... 207 (Published as Inner Peace & Harmony at The Blackening Pages)
Story Thus Far, The 110
stunned and still not suffering 174
Suggestions 183
Sun, The 213
Sweet Time 47
Sweetest Little Song, The 111

Takanawa Prince Hotel Bar 31
taxes children lost pussy... 175
the face can be composed... 41
the inner sweetness of the man... 117 (Published as The Inner Sweetness at The Blackening Pages)
the lamp in room 3 225
the promise of a youthful shirt 100
the road is too long 215
the truth of the line... 86
There for You 201
There Is a Moment 145
these portraits are far behind my... 62
Thing 112
Third Invention, The 136
this book will begin to speak... 119
This Is It 28
this is the best way to do it 164
This Isn't China 30
this mood has nothing to do with you 161
Thousand Kisses Deep 56
Thousands 73
Tired 124
Titles 159
To a Young Nun 14
Too Old 79
Tradition, The 92
Travelling Light #31 149
True Self 18

Unbecoming 76

vibrant, but dead 152
Voice Dictating in a Plane Over Europe 107

we are not convinced... 50
we will all be airbrushed 128
we will not be staying... 197
What Baffled Me 169
What Did It 70
When I Drink 9
When I Went Out 151
Who Do You Really Remember 163 (Read it online in Telegraph from September 24, 2006)
Why I Love France 115
Wind Moves, The 170 (Read it online in Telegraph from September 24, 2006)
Wish Me Luck 67
Work in Progress 154
worried of course 200

You Are Right, Sahara 44
you don't want to go out any more 135
You Have Loved Enough 55
You'd Sing Too 6 (Read it online in Telegraph from September 24, 2006)
Your Heart 168
Your Rentless Appetite for New Perspectives 219


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